The news my dad has been waiting for, has arrived! There’s the VISA but everything’s unsettled yet. I studied college and my tertiary learning has to be stopped… Not because I’m sick or pregnant or financial matters but because everything I ought to do will be surely useless, a waste of time, a waste of money.
What I’m just thinking is the picture of my blockmates studying together and having fun, while I’m doing nothing; staring at the four corner wall of any room in our house. I just feel so sad for myself. I realized, with all the decisions of my family; I am the one who’s greatly affected.