[NEWS] Big Bang among the top 20 korean stars girls wanna date! (via iBigBang Fansite)

So Jang Geun Suk and Lee Min Ho, both of my crushes are tie on the second spot. 🙂
Lee Min Ho must be the first!
Well, after City Hunter… he’ll be on the top spot. 🙂

[NEWS] Big Bang among the top 20 korean stars girls wanna date! 1. G-Dragon Bigbang (896 votes) 2. Jang Geun Suk and Lee Min-ho (860 votes) 3. Lee Donghae Super Junior (823 votes) 4. Nichkhun 2PM (756 votes) 5. TOP Bigbang (718 votes) 6. Choi Minho SHINee (624 votes) 7. Daesung Bigbang (543 votes) 8. Li Hongki FT Island (517 votes) 9. Jung Yunho TVXQ (456 votes) 10. Yonghwa CN Blue (319 votes) 11. Shim Changmin TVXQ (314 votes) 12. Lee Taemin SHINee (298 votes) 13. Kim Hyun Joong SS501 (295 votes) 14. Seungri … Read More

via iBigBang Fansite


You’re the one, who keeps me continuously wishing to the stars. The last time I remember looking at them was the last time I realized; we could never be. The stars are the only thing I could hold on to when everything that I’ve been holding has failed me. Like you, the stars seem so far- unable to hear my heart skipping its beat, unable to listen to the voice coming from my mouth when I try to sing about you, unable to see how I struggle not to be loved back.

You’re the one who always bothers me at night. You never fail to remind my brain, what my heart remembers. Even in my dreams, it is only you who can make me laugh and cry at the same time. Even in my dreams, all I could pray was you. Even in my dreams, I have you as my dream. Even in dreams, I never had a chance to escape the reality.

You’re the one I would never want to forget. Tell me how? I doubt I can. How could I forget someone I have loved as a child. I swear we could even beat the best romance movie in the world if only this love is not unrequited love. How could I forget you, when you’ve been a part of everything I am. I grow old, having you… tell me how to forget you when I still love you?

You’re the one I’m thankful I am still friends with. If there’s only one good thing about unrequited love, it is the ability to stay beside you as a friend. You may not love me romantically, but I know you see me as a friend. At least, I get to have a little space in you, something that any lovers could not have when things go wrong. Being friends with you makes it easier to bear the weight of unreciprocated love.

You’re the one that taught me how it is like to love unconditionally. If I hadn’t loved you, I wouldn’t know what it feels like to love without expectations. If not because of you, I would not understand what it is like to be happy seeing the one you love happy with some else. If not because of you, I would never understand what it is like to love myself, because after I have loved you, I never wanted to feel any pain in love. Through all these years, it is enough to have been hurt by only you.

You’re the one I call my first love. I have to give you that role in my life. Somehow, that position made all the pain and happiness about you and me bearable. Once in my life, my heart flutters for you and suddenly all the lessons about love came with it.

You are my first love, my painful love, however never will I regret this love I have for you. It made me appreciate simple things in life- to love you and to love myself better. That is why I want this to be my last letter for you because I want to love again. I want to set free my feelings for you; I want to set you free, and more importantly, I want to free myself and meet someone who could love me as much as I loved you. The one who could see the happiness and pain I learned from loving you; the one who I could love, more than I loved you.

top 10 heart throbs in the kpop world

Glad to see that my bets are here!

Jang Geun Suk on the 7th spot, WGM’s Nickhun on the second spot and My ever loved T.O.P on the name ‘The Sex Good” on the TOP spot! 🙂 🙂 🙂


Recently, SPOT.PH gave us a list of the top 10 heart throbs in the kpop world:

cares if we don’t understand the words they’re singing? SPOT.ph rounded up the top hotties of the K-pop world whose chiseled features, hot bods, sexy dance moves, and boyish charm are enough to make us love (and want) them.

Let’s face it—while it may be the catchy tunes that got us hooked at first, the hot dudes behind the mic are also one reason why we can’t get enough of K-pop. Which men in the industry had what it takes to land on the list?

Check out the 10 winners below.

Boy Next Door

10. Choi Minho

The Dancer

9. Lee Ki Kwang

The Artist

8. Lee Hong Ki

The Talent

7. Jang Geun Suk

The International Sensation


The Dreamboat

5. Choi Siwon

The Vocalist

4. Hero Jaejoong

The Enigma

3. Kim Hyun Joong

The Sweetheart

2. Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul

The Sex God

1. T.O.P

credit: bigbangupdates + spot

Now I don’t know if it is just a dream.

Did I just wake up from a deep slumber?

Everything I know from the past seems not to be here anymore.

Was ‘he’ only a dream?

Were those things are only a dream?

It just came, surprised and stricken me.

And now?

He’s gone in just a blink of an eye.