I’ve reached a point in my life that I realize that God is making me take the longest and possibly loneliest path in my life. Everything I was and I used to have is so much different from what is now. This can’t be a choice coz I’m always making His ‘will’ work, I just let things happen by itself. But as I let things happen as how He planned it, I’m finding my journey now, very lonely, alone and blue. Sometimes I’m wondering if it is still ‘me’ because I already don’t know what’s happening and what am I doing. Everything I’m wealthy of before are what I’m lacking now and all that I’m having now are what I was lacking before.