It scares me how hard it is to remember life before you. I can't even make comparisons anymore, because my memories of that time have all the depth of a photograph. It seems foolish to play games of better and worse. It's simple a matter of is and is no longer. (DL)
All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again I'll breathe again. - Sarah Bareilles
If only the star you look up to is also looking at you If only the star you wished for would fall for you just like a meteor coming down If only the star you cannot even reach make its way to you If only the star you always see shining bright will only [...]
And you had the chance but you let it go, thankful that it happened but blessed it did not go through. Because you know sometimes it is better for something to just be an unreachable star than to touch it and realizes everything you believed in are not what it is.
If it would be this calm, how would you feel you have lived and loved?
You've thought about the future more than once and dream of life that you would want to live. Yet you've been living in the past, suffocating you but still you chose to stay.
When I wrote 'I like you' no matter what language I used, it took all the guts for me to say those words. But all you did was to read and tell everyone those three words like it was easy for me to say them.
It is your life and you know the consequences of every actions you will do. Break free and do all the things you want, if you're sad then whatever reason that can make you happy; be happy doing them as if they are the solutions to the answers you're looking for.
All you can do is to look and observe from afar to someone who doesn't even bother to do the same to you and ask the stars that someday somewhere he'll see you the way you view him. He has become your inspiration and motivation, praying and wishing he is really the one destined for [...]
Everything has changed but you still don't know how to live with it and all you got to do is to absorb all the new things that had happened, live with the past and reminisce every butterflies in the stomach you once had.